Summary
It’s weird that this has to start with a summary, a wrap up to everything here (for now). I have been blessed. Extremely blessed indeed. I have people who loves me, people who knows what’s best for me, and people who are there no matter what. I thank God for everything. And I’m truly grateful.
I have to apologise to all whom I’ve went in and out of their lives.(for umpteen times) I’m trying hard not to do that, but sometimes I really just need some time alone to settle my thoughts, and to struggle with arguments about why this world is so screwed up. But some still stood by me – Anne, Jessie. And these are the people who live their lives to the fullest by being unselfish, by loving and caring for others, most important they love themselves.
There’re phases of my life that changed me. Ngee Ann – brought the brave side of me which I’ve never imagined, and life after that blooms into an exciting journey. I’m stronger than ever, fueled with strength that I know is gonna bring me far. Thanks to Max, Alex-es. =)
Mom is still the best. Her “Go ahead. I trust you” – added wings to everything I do. She gave me everything I need to be who I am today. I always thought I’m living her dreams, but nah, I realized she knew what I wanted all along. And oh not forgetting Dad’s “Do what you think its right, you’ll know its wrong when u fall, then you’ll learn.”
Top 5 things I’ll miss: (List is too long to post, so only top 5 is chosen)
1. Family & friends
2. Internet, free wifi, sms
3. bubble tea? Hahaha
4. my house
5. MRT?
Top 5 things I'm yearning for:
1. Wendy and the kids
2. School
3. Fish&Chips / Target / Harbourtown
4. Grass
5. Work
This entry shall end with the anticipation for the start of a new phase of life, bursting with excitement, creeping in fear of the unknown, and lots of “I’ll be missing u lots”. And of course, it will end with the promise of lots of pics, updates and tweets in the near future.
Lets all embrace the courage to step out of comfort zone. Be brave my friends even if it fails, because you only live once. No one said it’s easy, but I’m willing to try. =) I’ll look back and say “At least I gave it a shot.”
Remember “It’s never too late to be who you might have been” =)
Miss u all lots.