So much emotions flowed thr my mind today.
I ought to record this down.
I have to remember this powerful moment.
Few days ago, because of a silly chick flick i watched,
I immersed myself into the fairytale mood.
Asking myself if I would ever be in one.
Just as I was still in that silly thought of mine,
my friend told me about her breakup,
and how shitty she feels.
crying, not eating, feel like dying and all...
I thought,
Is the assumed fairytale that worthwhile after all?
An hour later,
I went with lunch,
and was told that this guy from sg,
jumped into oncoming train and ended his life.
A honours psychology student,
great in sports,
a wonderful son i suppose..
Why take life so lightly,
or maybe i didnt understand what happened,
or rather, yea, I dont even know him
but I wished I could tell him,
I could be a friend for him.
I could be his listening ear.
Sigh.
Then I went on facebook,
and saw my friend's wedding pictures.
I looked and thought,
I wished I'm like her too.
Having a partner for life.
I paused.
*wake up*
I'm afraid of daydreaming and falling into my own stupid traps.
I seen so much going on in W's life.
I dun wanna walk that path..
But I shall not worry.
Lfe's now semed to be so much more motivating.
I trust in God,
I live by faith and not sight.
Cos I know He will provide.
I serve Him, and
I chase after my dreams,
with no fear,
knowing He will be here.
Very fueled. Very powerful.
What are your passions?
What are your deepest yearnings?
If you could do absolutely anything in the world,
what is it that you would do?
Your heart knows the answers
to these questions.
It is whispering to you right now
this very moment
So listen to it and follow it.
It will always be your best guide in life.
Never fall into ur self-made traps.
I heard that voice in me loud and clear.
Im running towards it.