Mixed feelings churned up a storm inside me.
Flashbacks of people leaving...
I hate to see people leave.
My Grandma left and it still cuts me like broken glass.
I once stood at a busstop, shedding tears,
and waving goodbye to a him who never came back into my life.
I cried at poly graduation party,
and said, It'll never be the same again.
Indeed, everything changed.
I thought I found someone, but it turned out he wasnt the one.
I thought another someone was not the one,
but it turned out, I think he's the one.
I thought I would not be crying at this moment,
cos I thought I cant wait to spread my wings,
but I was wrong, hmm.. where're my wings?
I thought I'm little Miss Sunshine,
but who stole the sun away,
and let Ms Emo sneaked in?
I starting to miss my mum, grandpa, evo and this room badly.
My mum's my bestie, and I'm her's. I wonder how she'll cope.
And oh, I miss him. I know he will miss me, more than anyone else.
Luckily, I have Missy J with me on the plane.
Its her good starting point. And its mine too.
We mark our impt day together.
Im glad.
happy tears, sad tears
it all made me stronger.
hmmm.. soon i hope.