I am not a morning person.
Im not as grumpy as my dear friend J in the morning,
but i still do have my own morning blues mood.
I dont like being annoyed by anything to wake up.
Alarms clocks piss me off.
And oh,
Vacuum cleaners,
children yelling and running,
and banging doors,
are not welcomed too.
Have been working hard all these nights for research paper,
slept at 2+,
and I know I will definitely have to wake up by 8am
cos thats my aus wakeup time.
But. this morning was a special moment.
Kids running, screaming, banging doors,
for about 20 mins,
cant help but to look at the clock,
great.
its only 7am.
Rawr. one "pissed-off" button pressed.
Thank you.
Spent 40 mins on my bed,
trying to shake that pissed off button off my head,
and finally "they are kids.. its ok..." off the buttons.
Argh. whatever.
Dragged myself into the showers.
In less than 15 mins,
4 "firemen" kicked open the bathroom door,
and ran in,
"hahahhaha, caught u."
Seriously.
I would have screamed very very loudly at them.
would have.
But im so pissed, that i didnt even bothered.
They ran out and even forget to shut the bloody door after them.
RAWR. Thank you so much for the visit.
I have to close the door myself.
I stuffed my face with the towel.
And screamed into it.
Kill me pls.
The thing I dont bloody understand is,
the lock's broken for so long,
y wouldnt anyone fix it?
Its not the first time,
that they rushed into the bathroom.
J and W rushed into the bathrooom before
when I was in as well.
ARGH.
seriously, arghh.. im speechless.
I think its just a pressure cooker effect
Now that im calm
I have to admit that this morning's incident isnt that HUGE
but its just all the incidents
(from waking up in middle of the nights,to having him to pick me up at night, awaken by noise pollution...)
plus all the negative thoughts of
"If im at home, it would be SO MUCH better"
and of course,
the lack of bitching ard.
My mates here also think that im super evil
when I bitch.
Its my form of therapy mannn..
I dont mean to harm anyone.
ARGH.
Anyways its just a bad morning.
One of those days.