Im sitting in the middle of bush court,
on the grass,
enjoying the smell of murdoch,
enjoying the awesome weather,
feeling blessed.
feeling VERY grateful.
someone fast-tuned the clock. definitely.
good times passed so quick,
im at crossroad again.
6 mths gonna end so quick.
its just
- 6 periods to deal with (ha. yucks i know, but hey, its cindy and her weird philosophy.)
- 6 mobile recharges to do.
- 6 whatevers.
But yet, so many great things happened.
I realised I know myself better than before..
I finally have the courage to do what I really wanna do
But there're so many decisions awaiting for me:
- post grad? --> car?
- here or there?
I ask: isnt this my dream? why am i holding back?
Im glad this all happened.
I think God has His plans for me.
Everything falls into place,
making me realise that its better to make decisions now,
then to suffer or make people suffer.
This post is so much of a mess,
thoughts here and there,
yea,
that reflects the current state of my mind.
im sorting things out with myself.
soon. very soon.
one step at a time.